Beautiful Snow Flakes

Falling down on my little town
Wonderfully unique without a thorn
You constantly remind me of the wonders of this life

You and me are all the same
and yet, you and me are so unique.

I respect your uniqueness and demand that you respect mine.
I love me just as I am and you should do the same too.

Let's agree that we are perfect in our unique imperfection
Together, we are creating such a unique and marvellous masterpiece.

You play your role I play mine,
My voice and your voice in tune for a symphony
bound to gather angels and divinities

Beautiful snow flakes, beautiful soul
Beautiful lifes, beautiful us



Have a blessed day everyone.

xxx

The need to write

Well. I know it's been a long long time since I've written.
Today, however, it is an intense emergency for me to write my soul down. Whatever that means.

I want to believe in the Universe. In positve thinking. In health. In wealth. In Abundance. In positive everything.
Wanting to believe and believing are two different things I suppose.
There are days, or even moments in a day, where I feel so "in-tune" with the Universe.
Yet, there are still too many other instances where I simply feel lost.

Out of touch.
Alone.
Distressed.
Powerless.

I know there is a reason for everything.
I know I don't need to understand everything.

So. Where do I start. So much as happened since my last blog entry. I am being medically releases from the Canadian Forces. It's now official. Well. Whatever "official" means in the CF... the old saying goes like this " nothing is official until it's done and even then.. "....

The "official" date is supposed to be May 14th 2009. My plans? well, that's what they are, plans. I hope I'll be able to complete my Bachelor of Social Work and then work part-time in the field while completing my Master with the UPC between Georgian college and Windsor University.

Okay.

Then there was the car accident where a propane transporter cut me off and caused a side-collision. The minivan was damaged from front to back on the driver's side and is now @ the body shop. I got really scared.

then...

I'm still coping with ptsd and the pain from fibromyalgia and depression.

I feel like I'm soul searching and I also feel like losing myself in anything but my soul.

Drinking sounds like a good idea. I sometimes wish I didn't have a conscience.

That's it for now.

see you soon

Human nature...

Too often, disappointing me.
Too often, too weak;
unjust;
evil;
selfish.

Too often, failing me.
Too often, too wicked;
dishonnest;
unfair;
self-serving.

Too often, hurting me.
Too often, too offensive;
twisted;
mean;
self-absorbed.

Too often, depressing me.
Too often, too coldhearted;
cruel;
malicious;
self-centered.

Too often, killing me.
Too often, stabbing;
Piercing;
Slaughtering;
Self-homocide.

Human beings: embarrassingly self-revealing.

To trust or not to trust?

To expect or not to expect good from people?

If you trust someone, you end up getting hurt and disappointed.
If you expect something from someone, you end up getting disappointed and hurt.

Long time no write!

I ought to write more often.

Some say it's therapeutic.

What to write about, I ask myself?

Anger, Love, Health, Society, Justice, Gratefulness, Living in the moment, Breathing, Meditating, Exercising, Procrastinating, Recycling, Composting, Sharing, Laughing, Paying it Forward, Kindness, Madness, Crazyness, Sillyness, Shyness, Generosity, Humour, Good Food, Good Friends,

Here are a few topics in which you can find a little bit of my soul, here and there... what "defines me"... what is my "essence" ... what "am I made of"....

I am grateful for my husband, my children, my family, my friends, my medical team, my wealth, my health, my sanity, my dog, my backyard, my van, my residence, my good heart.

I am grateful for the Love in my life, the happiness, the harmony, the kindness, the attention, the respect, the abundance, the peace, the calm, the serenity, the security, the laughters, the health, the dreams.

and... that's it for now!

More to follow!