Falling down on my little town
Wonderfully unique without a thorn
You constantly remind me of the wonders of this life
You and me are all the same
and yet, you and me are so unique.
I respect your uniqueness and demand that you respect mine.
I love me just as I am and you should do the same too.
Let's agree that we are perfect in our unique imperfection
Together, we are creating such a unique and marvellous masterpiece.
You play your role I play mine,
My voice and your voice in tune for a symphony
bound to gather angels and divinities
Beautiful snow flakes, beautiful soul
Beautiful lifes, beautiful us
Have a blessed day everyone.
xxx
Wednesday
Tuesday
The need to write
Well. I know it's been a long long time since I've written.
Today, however, it is an intense emergency for me to write my soul down. Whatever that means.
I want to believe in the Universe. In positve thinking. In health. In wealth. In Abundance. In positive everything.
Wanting to believe and believing are two different things I suppose.
There are days, or even moments in a day, where I feel so "in-tune" with the Universe.
Yet, there are still too many other instances where I simply feel lost.
Out of touch.
Alone.
Distressed.
Powerless.
I know there is a reason for everything.
I know I don't need to understand everything.
So. Where do I start. So much as happened since my last blog entry. I am being medically releases from the Canadian Forces. It's now official. Well. Whatever "official" means in the CF... the old saying goes like this " nothing is official until it's done and even then.. "....
The "official" date is supposed to be May 14th 2009. My plans? well, that's what they are, plans. I hope I'll be able to complete my Bachelor of Social Work and then work part-time in the field while completing my Master with the UPC between Georgian college and Windsor University.
Okay.
Then there was the car accident where a propane transporter cut me off and caused a side-collision. The minivan was damaged from front to back on the driver's side and is now @ the body shop. I got really scared.
then...
I'm still coping with ptsd and the pain from fibromyalgia and depression.
I feel like I'm soul searching and I also feel like losing myself in anything but my soul.
Drinking sounds like a good idea. I sometimes wish I didn't have a conscience.
That's it for now.
see you soon
Today, however, it is an intense emergency for me to write my soul down. Whatever that means.
I want to believe in the Universe. In positve thinking. In health. In wealth. In Abundance. In positive everything.
Wanting to believe and believing are two different things I suppose.
There are days, or even moments in a day, where I feel so "in-tune" with the Universe.
Yet, there are still too many other instances where I simply feel lost.
Out of touch.
Alone.
Distressed.
Powerless.
I know there is a reason for everything.
I know I don't need to understand everything.
So. Where do I start. So much as happened since my last blog entry. I am being medically releases from the Canadian Forces. It's now official. Well. Whatever "official" means in the CF... the old saying goes like this " nothing is official until it's done and even then.. "....
The "official" date is supposed to be May 14th 2009. My plans? well, that's what they are, plans. I hope I'll be able to complete my Bachelor of Social Work and then work part-time in the field while completing my Master with the UPC between Georgian college and Windsor University.
Okay.
Then there was the car accident where a propane transporter cut me off and caused a side-collision. The minivan was damaged from front to back on the driver's side and is now @ the body shop. I got really scared.
then...
I'm still coping with ptsd and the pain from fibromyalgia and depression.
I feel like I'm soul searching and I also feel like losing myself in anything but my soul.
Drinking sounds like a good idea. I sometimes wish I didn't have a conscience.
That's it for now.
see you soon
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